I have been almost one month in UPM n i met different kind of ppl From dIffereNt PlacEs. Of Coz,dIfferenT pRoblems n ObstaclEs alSo coMe over me. And CertaIn PeoPle or CertaIn thIngs reAlly maKe me...SPEECHLEss n STRESS. GOD,i am so tireD rIght nOw..reaLLy!! hoNEstly,i really appreciated that i eVer stay in hostel foR 2 years beFore. N in that 2 years,i also hv met many FriendS fRom diFferent racEs. N what I appReaCiate is i hv gone thru maNy things ALONe. From that moment, i know that...i m no longEr unDer my PaReNt's shelTer. N tz sometimes maKe me sad N cRy alone in d mIddle of d Nite. Actually,i lOve knowIng FriEnDs. N now..i know,i hv to Go thru tz Process again for 4 years Or maYb moRe. I tot...if i always being NICE to ppl,then other ppl will also trEat me aS how i TreaT them. But....tIz MinDSEt is WRONG! totally wROng. I hv to Admit that GOD really CreaTe ppl wif differenT characTers!This few niTes,when i Lying on my bed,many scEnes appear in my mind..n my teArs drOp dOwn from my Eyes.. lasT feW days,i m too emotional n i cry in front of my friEnds. Actually nothing,but sayIng 'I M OK' in d mean time,my heart is HURT! I hv been shoUTEd by a guy since i just standing there n doing nothing. Can u imaginE whats ur feelIng when u r trying to GreeT soMeone with a SMILE but that perSOn suDdEnLy say 'SEE WHat?wAnt me TO beat u HUH?' He is Same coUrse wiTh me,my God! mayb he doesn't hv any intention 2 hurtt me,but seriously,i m hurT. But,i hv paSte d Plaster on my hEarT,n it still in heaLing proCess. i din HATe him...jusT thAt...mY eYes will tryinG to turN him 2 INviSiBle.
Not Only that,some ppl...jusT taLk wIthOut tHinking aBout otheRs feeLing. I trY to finisH my tutoRial n 1 of my FrieNds said 'Wa..IF u din get As in ur EXAm,u beTTer go Sweep Floor la'. N for godneSS sake,im HurT too. R u look Down on those kind of ppl! U really caNt imagine thoSe ppl de SAlary Mayb more tHan us. Who knoWs man!! When i tEll tz 2 my fren,they said i m a Grundy perSon. nO! jst that i treAt u guyS as FriEnd so i CARE! thats y sometimes i rathe
r being Quiet. Less taLK less WROng. B4,i just feeL that,ppl say what thEN folLow whAt,bUt now,SORRY. u Hv cRoSSed my boundARy,i will Just Pop Up my Valcano LIquids oR Shoot bacK u. Haha. So BAd! but hoNestly,True fren hv 2 been thrU many prOb n tz will make frEn know moRe eaCh otheR de. So,maYb wat i NeEd is TIME now.PimpLes bCum morE n More on my FAce,my fRiEnd saId too StRESS mayb. i think so. My Test is COming soon. N the one that mek me headache is my kalkulus test Clash wif d Economy tesT. These 2 lecTuRers arR dont even want to Change d tiMe. GGggRrR!! afteR run here n tHere,talk n Talk,beG n Beg,fInally is Economy lecturer Give d Ways n this had open a War between These 2 lectrers. i hv to write a formal letter laGi. so 'Ma huaN' n i ReaLize 1 thing in U,no One carE u Lor,even uR leg hoO,almOst steP in d cofFin alsO no 1 caRe. 'Meh si aR?'
SleePy le. Tek a nap 1st n continue 2niTe.
1 comments on "ComPlicAted..FrustRated..TiRed..SuffoCated.."
Wah, sekali gus u type in all o. It's true tat no 1 cn really understand u de cz v r nt u but v do care bout u just dunno wat 2 say as try nt do hv any hard feeling upon others ma. Btw I do appreciate tat i've u as my fren as u r so royal to fren. Feel glad bout it. Its a gift from God where u hv tz character, dn ever change it as it makes u unique. Althought i'm nt so sure wat had been trouble u in these time but just hope u cn Cheer Up n Hapi Oways. ^^ Smile my fren. SMILE!!!
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